I'm feeling really depressed right now. I've been feeling like that a lot lately. I have my reasons, but they're just not something I feel comfortable talking about. I don't like to rant about my really personal problems. I know I say that my life sucks all the time, but that's just about as detailed as you're gonna get. Ever since Friday I've been down in the dumps. There's just so much going through my mind right now; I can't keep everything straight. I guess I should be used to it by now. I just feel like falling of a bridge right now. I wouldn't say jump because that's to drastic, but falling seems just about right. You know, not intentional but then it starts to feel refreshing. That sounds stupid, but i guess you have to be inside my head. Which, I hope none of you will ever be, because you'll understand it less than I do. And I don't understand that much. Have you ever just wished that something would happen so bad that you start to pretend it has? I haven't gotten there yet, but I don't think I'm very far from it. Gosh, I need help.
*to bad fairytales aren't real*
